Well, I get a little distracted for a while but
managing to come back to normal. I have done some important "stuff"
while MIA. I got it done. All good. I am happy and proud.
Today I was looking up at my old notes and came
across something that brings back a lot of memory. All good and happy memories.
Things like I learned and been through. These next phrases are the exact lines
been told by a very good friend of mine.
Like McDonalds, getting it your way hurts less
than not getting it your way and being frustrated. -Clay Welker
Clay was right. I wanted something. I want it
served the way I want it. I liked it. Was very happy of how it looks like in
the outside. Though, at some point I did not like the way it is on
the inside. I get a little frustrated. A little mad. Get a little insane. And
puke it out. But then, I stopped and think about all of it. Nobody's fault
there. I was expecting too much. And it made sense that when the order is not
served as per my expectations; I get disappointed. And disappointment is
frustrating. So I stopped ordering or asking for it. I did it my way! I am
happier now. I do as per what is making me feel content out of something.
Life is not a marathon although it feels that
way, it is a sprint. -Clay Welker
Sometimes, like what Clay has said, I feel
like I was chasing too much of my future. It is exhausting. While MIA I get the
chance to think through things. Think through what has been, is going on and
will be. I wanted to evaluate myself. I needed a change. I have to change
something. I've been chasing my future that I forget I have to live a life of
"right now". I almost snap out of the "present". Now, what
I do is live. By the seconds. One day at a time. It feels less stressful. I am
calmer. I am happier.
Going back to those notes; I confirmed that I
have learned so much from that one guy who told me once "If you own
it you will never give it away."
Yes! This is my life. I own it. Nobody is allowed
to take it from me. Until the day that my Creator takes it back. Till then, I
am in control... the way I want it!
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